Too much?
If so, I'll just draw something similar. Lol.

my horoscope is always right.

"These are powerfully intense times for you, so it's crucial to find constructive outlets for your feelings. The most innocuous comment today could act like a lightning rod, drawing down a high-voltage response from others that, at first, seems out of character with what was intended. But rest assured that tensions are best managed by expressing the energy, rather than suppressing it."
 

Horoscope:

"Sometimes, when you are close to an object of love, you want to merge with it so you can intensify your experience. These days, however, you are easily distracted by a variety of possibilities, making it difficult to decide which one is most worthy of your attention. Your best strategy now may be to see where the tides take you, for no decision is necessary yet. The pressure to make a choice stems from your fear of missing a clue to the secrets of the universe."

<<"Sometimes, when you are close to an object of love, you want to merge with it so you can intensify your experience.">>

woo! I'm not weird!
lol

I'm alive.

:o
Math test was moved to Wednesday.

I want to be back in Texas with Thomas :'(

I feel unmotivated.  I wonder if Spring Break was a bad thing...

I NEED to study for a math test tomorrow (I missed 2 days because I was sick!!!), but can't concentrate on it enough to study.
I'm going to fail yet another math test. :(

I couldn't even tell you what I've been doing the last 5 hours.  Totally unproductive.  Just thinking, I guess.  I don't know!
I could at least be getting the last 1500 honor points for my warrior... LOL, I kid.

Yeah. I probably should have dropped the math class.  I just thought that somehow I'd be able to pick myself up, work harder, and ace the next 2 tests to pass the class. gah.  Math makes me feel so stupid.
It isn't like English or Literature where you can read a book and become enlightened.
Math is intangible crap you have to wrap your brain around and in the end, doesn't help me do anything.  I feel like I've just wasted an ass load of time on math classes  --- because I really can't say I've learned anything from them.  "Learned" might be the wrong word for it...
I've just failed to extract anything from the class that I could possibly use to benefit myself.

I could reflect on a good book for a lifetime and use its lessons every day.
As for math?  I can find the vertices and foci for an ellipse, but I don't know how that's going to help you.  It also seems that the more I learn about math, the more I realize how much I will never know.  Same thing with Chemistry.
Someone could dedicate their entire life to studying the hydrogen atom and STILL, upon his death, would not have found all that there is to be found about the hydrogen atom.

IDK. I also feel like I'm kind of backwards.
I always want to know how the story ends; but math has no ending.

Like the title says. :( I miss him.

But at the same time am somewhat glad to be home.

even though I need to leave for work in an hour....... Meh.

2 EL PASO.


(TX FTL; BF FTW. )


 

[Digging for oil in their backyard]
Butt-head: Hey, Beavis. We're in a hole. Huh-huh.
[Beavis hits a pipe with his shovel]
Beavis: Hey, Butt-head. I just felt something.
Butt-head: [thinking he meant a boner] Uh, okay.
Beavis: No, Butt-head. I felt something with my shovel.
[Beavis hits the pipe and makes a hole in it. Sewage starts coming out]
Beavis: Oil, Butt-head. It's oil. We've struck oil.
Butt-head: Cool. Oil smells like turds.
Beavis: Yeah. That's probably why it's so expensive.

Substitute Teacher: So what's your name?
Butt-head: Joe
Substitute Teacher: Joe What?
Butt-head: Joe Mama
Substitute Teacher: That's funny!, How about you? What's your name?
Beavis: Umm... Jack... Jack Mama.
Substitute Teacher: Well you can't blame someone for trying.

Mr. Van Driessen: Being in the captivity of nature without women is the perfect way to wrestle with your manhood.
Butt-head: Beavis wrestles with his manhood.
Beavis: Heh-heh... Yeah, and I usually win.

Butt-head: Dammit Beavis, what the hell are you doing? You're not supposed to have your penis out while you're cooking!

Beavis: [the boys dressing up as ghosts using bedsheets] Umm... These sheets smell funny.
Butt-head: Yeah, Huh Huh. These are my special monkey sheets.
Beavis: [Beavis tries to get it off of himself] Aggh! Dammit! Get it off me! Ah Aggh!

Butt-head: [looking at a construction pipe] I wonder if this pipe is for crawling through or for turds?
Beavis: It would be cool if they had pipes with crap and turds running through them.
Butt-head: They do, dumbass. How do you think all that crap gets out of your house?
Beavis: It doesn't, it's in my basement in little jars.
Butt-head: Thats pretty disgusting Beavis.
Beavis: I know.

911 Operator: 911, what's your emergency?
Beavis: Butt-head's choking... on chicken.
911 Operator: Ok, have you heimliched the victim?
Beavis: Did I lick his rectum? NO WAY! Well one time we were playing truth or dare and...
911 Operator: Sir, do you want to save your friend's life?
Beavis: Ummmmmm, he's not really my friend.
[hangs up]

Wow I just got a traffic ticket for something really stupid.

Passing a dump truck...there was a yellow line on my side, and a yellow dotted line on the other side.
$123.50

WHY IS NO ONE COMMENTING ON MY TALBUK


IT TOOK 4 DAYS.


lmfao.
Actually I'm posting to say this semester is probably going to end my decision to major in Computer Science. :(((((((((((
I don't get the math.  I feel like I'm wasting my time when I go into the class because the book makes the math seem clearer than the teacher does; and even That is cloudy. ;.;  Ideally I need to go to the Success Center or w/e it's called for help w/ a tutor.
If only it were open 24hrs.... LOL

Oh, and this Chem teacher is an asshole.  The average test score for the whole class was a 30.  I got slightly higher. :X
-.-
He took off a point for every stupid thing.  I'll elaborate later. -.- I'm pissed about it.  I did all the work
I read the chapters
I thought it was all really interesting....

Oh and I like how his book can have an assload of spelling errors, but his students can't.  Not that I misspelled anything, but still...

It's always accurate:
You are ready to make significant shifts in your relationship with your home and family. With the Moon entering your 4th House of Emotional Foundations, you might think you have to stand up for a fundamental belief. But don't get lured into the security of stability if it isn't serving you well. Come up for a breath of fresh air and accept the necessity of change. (Horoscope)


and then I took just some stupid thing where u type in your name and it "thinks" it knows who you are...
was amused to find some of it true.

What Meghan Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

For now :)

 I was angsty and didn't want to be around anyone or talk to anyone.  I'd elaborate, but then I'd just be stirring myself up again. lol.  Ironically, it took a friend to pull me out of the i-hate-you-all mindset.

What's new? Uhh, nothing I suppose.
Doing poorly in math, as usual; Enjoying Chem though.  I never took a chem class before, but I like it!  I wish I had taken it sooner... but I suppose first I should be wishing that I were math-brained.  I don't really know what to do about my school situation; It seems that no matter how hard I try, math just doesn't sink into me for good.  I always have to refresh and backtrack and spend sooo much time re-"learning" crap -- it's stressful.
I've decided that when/if I have kid(s) their room is going to be decorated with math. LOL!  They'll have the quadratic equation in their ABC's damnit!!! That way their dreams won't be hindered by a poorly understood subject.

So maybe I'll get my pilot's license. >.>
I'm not sure if I ever mentioned it on here....
I love planes now.  Every time I see one taking off I think "OMG, I want to be there!" and my heart kinda skips as though I'm lusting. LOL, so maybe it's inaccurate to say I "Love" planes... I mean, can't love at first sight, right? rofl
so LEMME FLY THE THING!!!!

Work is getting irritable.
These kids get on my LAST NERVE.  I've wanted to walk out a few times... it's so frustrating.
I think I'm going to ask if I can teach adults.  Oh yeah
that reminds me, by December I should have a few certifications :)
That seems like a long ways away, but my boss is trying to get a curriculum organized for his employees.
I can't remember the names of them; well, except for A+ of course.  I want to say CTT?  Certified Tech Trainer?  Meh, IDK.
I just know I'll be getting 30$/h when it's all said and done.... (lol which is actually 8$ more an hour than I get now >.>)
But maybe I should be looking for salary.

I'm also a huge pervert lately, but I won't let it slip into this post.  Said some things I shouldn't have said to some people and now I've got followers.

And my Undead Warrior will be level 70 by Sunday.  Took long enough, eh?
Unfortunately, the guild wants me to switch to protection. -.-
And I said I would at 70.  So I'm thinking maybe i'll sit at 69 and pvp for the rest of my life. rofl. jk.
I tried to tank as arms last night >.>  boy, that priest was PISSED.  I ended up leaving midway thru.  "fuck it!"
I have enough gold for my flying mount :)  Won't take long to get an epic mount.
Now if only I can get to the arena without getting ganked by s3 geared allis....
OH YEAH AND I WANT THE TALBUK
so,
you alliance on Drak'thul need to go afk by Halaa for me. >.>
http://www.wowarmory.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Drak%27thul&n=Sendell

My head isn't bleeding, it's dyed again. lol
& cut, of course....



thought it was worth announcing.  It was starting to look blonde from previous highlights... @.@

A young student in the class I teach today asked me...

The good news is,
thought my car was going to cost me $1200... but it turned out to be a simple problem fixed in a matter of minutes when taken to a mechanic.
Dad is still trying to talk me into getting a new car because "170k miles is too many"

Sorry dad,
Not happening.


The bad news...
A certain someone decided to add two more years to his enlistment to go to West Point.
I'll be thirty.